Saturday, November 25, 2006

would have been a great nite...

As I've blogged, I covered yet another event last nite (Friday). This time though, the client didn't intend for me & boss to do any real work. As in, the other events that we have had to cover so far, the client expected us to take the necessary shots and speeches and interviews in between the dinner. So I was pleasantly surprised when the person told me just to enjoy the dinner, and that we were there as their invited guests, not to work. But of course, being occupational hazards, we still brought our camera & notebooks, scribbling notes and speeches of coz. Good thing we did, coz there were unexpected speeches made by guests, last min interviews that we simply should do in preparation for the next issue of the newsletter. Yeah, actually we expected that already, despite what she had said. But well, she was really apologetic. Haha..

It was a great evening actually. Remember I was saying these couple of days, weeks and months were nothing short of pure madness? And also that I was kinda surprised at my own abilities to handle everything, and the end result was more than satisfactory? Haha...yah, I'm indulging myself now...but hey, I deserve this! *wide grin*

Especially this particular client, one of the many clients I had been servicing since I joined this company. This organisation is a union under NTUC and co-operative (shan't name them). Basically they are a rather traditional cheena-sort of ppl, eg. likes red dislikes black that sort of thing. But the leader is a very forward-looking and adaptable person; and I must say the organisation is very successful one coz of his leadership and sharp biz acumen. I am in awe of the boss, who's this man in his 60s I think. Anyways, thought I'll just drop some little history.

Initially, I didn't really like servicing them, coz it seemed as though everyone in the company is either brash or rude or plain uneducated. Even the one whom I've been liaising with (the lady I mentioned just now). She was FOREVER trying to find my fault, pick at me. Seriously. Sort of like, I couldn't stand her, she didn't like me. Of coz I didn't show her. The thing is, I absolutely have no idea WHY. Anyways...one fine day, she just changed...for the better. She was nicer to me suddenly. I was of coz suspicious, but my boss kept saying she's a nice person...and that mabbe somehow I've won them over. Oh well...heck with that, so long as my job is easier. =) Indeed, things did get alot better, many many months down the road. I guess mabbe they just didn't really know me and don't remember much of me too. I guess I wouldn't be too chummy with someone I just got to know too. Heh..

The many times I have bent over backwards to help them complete things, I know they appreciate it. Now whenever I go over to their building, I certainly walk with alot more ease, passing by ppl and have them saying hi to me. That certainly feels good. In fact, I like going to big events where many of our different clients attend too, and have different ppl recognising me and saying hi...shaking hands with everyone...Yeah I know I'm egoistic...but really, that, to me, is an acknowledgement, an accomplishment, recognition...and certainly satisfaction.

Two weeks ago, we began to rush the production of the latest issue of the newsletter, in time for the D&D last nite. Two weeks for a magazine issue, with 36 page worth of stories, stories to write, people to interview and information to research and source for before writing begins. That means burnt nites, burnt weekends. And this time frame includes printing and delivery. Printing generally takes between 3-5 days, depending on quantity. This time, we went for a higher quantity print, coz the intention was to distribute the magazine during the dinner. Thankfully, the client allowed us to deliver 1/4 of the full quantity first. That really helped alot. Nonetheless, the timeline is still crap. I was really frustrated most of the time, stressed, upset, and what-have-you...On top of that, we had lotsa problems. For one thing, Isabel (my designer) was rushing other jobs and couldn't really start on the layout for this magazine. And thus far, the cover page proposals we showed were not satisfactory enuff for them. They were nice enuff not to outright "reject" what we gave them, but kept asking us to give them more proposals.Yah, I know there's no difference in that actually, but well still, at least that was kinda than saying "it's not gd enuff". Not to mention the countless hiccups we had to extinguish along the way. Oh, and by the time we conclude and send the magazine to print, it was Weds. Yah, and the dinner was on Fri. My printer had 2 days to print and deliver. She was really pressured, and she actually asked me if there could be any leeway. And I was really worried.

Ok, fast forward to Fri. Boss & myself reached the hotel - Ritz Carlton no less! and I could finally smile when I saw a copy of the newsletter on every seat. It was really whew...and of coz, I could hardly wait to browse through it. As far as we could see, it had turned out the way we wanted it to. Yayy! And call it a nice coincidence. The image on the cover of the magazine - It so happened that the ballroom, while the dinner was waiting to start, was bathed in spotlights designed in such a way that they cast lights around, just like how the magazine's cover was! As if we had planned it, as if the cover was designed in line with the deco of the ballroom. What's more, one of the major articles in the magazine had a layout that was similar to the backdrop on the stage. Haha...Great stuff.

And in that same night, my boss praised me...I mean, she's one who is generous with praise and encouragement. But this is one of the few times when I feel I'm really glad she said it, coz I deserved it. To me, it was recognition and appreciation for my efforts. When I first started on this newsletter which normally ranges from 32-36pages, she did the bulk of the stories, and I did the odd ones here and there. Over time, she gradually let me handle more of the stories. This issue, I scored a first - the first time I handled all of the stories...almost. Yah, she did a half page introduction. But still, I'm proud of myself. And boss said it too! Plus, "See, you can do it!" Heh...She knows how I generally don't have super a lot of confidence. I have actually already been handling other smaller projects without my boss in the picture, but this time, this being one of our major clients, it just feels different.

The client came to thank us too, for rushing the issue. She knew how little time we had; in fact, how insufficient time was actually. Rushing the article, rushing the artwork, rushing the printing. She kept gushing her appreciation, and even went beyond that. She actually told my boss how big a help I had been and how things were able to run smoothly. On top of that, she had to tell my boss to really appreciate us (staff). Wahahaha...

Not to mention that I was the one who sourced the image on the cover. Not that it was a big deal. But it is a big deal to me, coz it demonstrates how I'm closer to knowing them, knowing what they like/want. Remember I was saying Isabel did a couple of proposals which they were not entirely pleased with? coz Isabel just didn't have any idea what sort of image they wanted. We had a theme to follow. I was getting desperate, and I just went through our library, and eventually shortlisted two images, one of which they approved! And they like it...it wasn't that sort of 'choice out of no choice'. And boss actually commented that that image was so much better than the other choices we presented. I'm not letting this get to my head of coz, but I'm just jubilant coz it probably means I'm yet again closer to what they are thinking.

Ritz Carlton...the place is great (we all know that). The food is beyond fantastic, I tell you. I wish I had taken photos of the food. Nah, of coz I couldn't do that...coz I'm sitting with other clients and guests. They would probably think I'm out of my mind. Ha. But really, the food is beyond description. For one thing, we get served for every dish. I mean, normally only the VIP tables get to be served individually, while the other tables get the dish plonked on their table and they gotta serve themselves. This time, we got the VIP treatment and everyone was served individually. Sigh. And every dish - not to mention how delectable - is a classic. Take for instance, their Sharks' Fin soup. It tasted more like a potent mix of herbal soup (in a gd way). It's Ginseng Shark Fin, in fact. And what goes into the soup, I can't describe coz I've got no idea what they are. But I can guarantee, it's not some cheap stuff. For one thing, the Sharks' Fin is not the typical one. Instead of strips of Fins, the Sharks' Fins were in slices. There's also scallops in the soup, plus some other herbs and staff. Woah...great stuff, I tell you. Much as I don't eat such things. Let's see...there's fish, chicken...can't remember liao...but all great stuff, really. Oh, the dessert is strawberry pudding with diced fruits, all authentic. I mean, it's not some fake strawberry or what. Real Strawberry to make the pudding! Heavenly! Entertainment's great too! Entertaining, yet not cheapo stuff. Except for the horrendous singing of the emcee at the very beginning. And he even attempted to rap. I mean, the opening was such a bang, a real climax with pyrotechnics and all. Until his singing after that. Gosh...He's a not-bad host actually. I just wish he hadn't blemised the nite with his singing.

Everything was just great. For a while, I actually thought this was why I didn't managed to get on that plane to Europe. I actually thought this was worth my not getting on the plane to Europe...

For a long while actually. Until after the dinner. I...did something really silly...or stupid. Something which was a moment's folly. Something which I'm not sure if I regret...but I know I will eventually. Something I wish I didn't do it. Something I'm pretty sure the Mighty One would be grieved and angry with me about.

Why did I do it?

Thursday, November 23, 2006

Looonng....overdue update

Yeah, I blogged about how pissed I was last nite when the long update which I was going to post just got lost when blogger decided to pull a fast one on me. Damn..I was so upset that I just shut everything down and went to bed. Peeved!

Well now that I've calmed down a wee bit, I shall attempt to replicate whatever I posted yesterday. Here goes...the watered down version though.

Ok, my sister will be flying to Europe early morning Friday, a trip which I was supposed to be on too. But coz of 1) work commitments 2) the last min withdrawal of my travelling companion (sis fren whom I also know), I had to bow out. I'm super sian and super frustrated now. I've got like, 9 days of leave which I HAVE to clear by the end of this year, aka, December, aka, next month. Can't bring these over to next year, coz these were brought over from last year. I could barely afford to go on leave this year. Besides, I was determined to fulfil a personal promise to myself - Going on, at least, one holiday trip every year. So I thot I would take a nice holiday and clear out these 9 days. Of coz, things didn't go as planned, and there goes my trip. That Phuket trip couple of months ago was not counted! It's such a short trip loh...Anyways, I dunno how I'm gonna clear 9 days in 1 month. 2 off days every week? I wish!

On a side note, I would have 28 days of leave come 2007...excluding these 9 days. :/

So initially, I was thinking of negotiating with boss to allow me to bring the 9 days over to Jan 07 at least, then I shall die die find someone to go on a trip with me. Of coz, going holiday is no problem. The headache lies in finding someone to go with me. Super sickening loh. I'm even contemplating signing up for a tour on my own.

Work is still heavy, but has certainly eased up quite a fair bit. We have survived that super crazy period of 2 months. Looking back, I'm rather amazed with myself. Ha...Job satisfaction! *big grin* Of coz, not mentioning the other things I've "gained" as well. It's ironical, but while I'm always tired/exhausted with the pile of seemingly endless work, I plunged into insomnia as well. These couple of weeks, I seem to be sleeping lesser and lesser. Take this week. Say, I go to bed about 1230, and I woke wee hours of the morning, about 5+, and I would have difficulty sleeping. And when I finally do, it's daylight. The next night, I would wake 3+...Last nite took the cake. I went to sleep about 1215 after chatting to my fren on the phone. Guess what time I woke? 2am. Sharp. -.-'' I was so tired, but I just couldn't sleep! I tossed and turned; 3am came and went. That same night, my bro's gf went to the hospital for some inflammation, and he talked to her on the phone for a couple of hours each stretch...and I listened to their conversation for a couple of hours each stretch. And when I did fall asleep, I knew I was sleeping. Sounds strange and ludicrous I know, but this simply means that I was sub-conscious, and therefore, I wasn't in deep sleep! My mind/body isn't resting! Arghhhh...I think I may have been too keyed up during the daytime...and that I have too many things on my mind. Keeping my fingers cross for tonite. The last thing I want is to wake at 1am.

Let's see...there's the migraines that simply gnawed at my brain...and there's the dizzy spells brought on by my low blood platelets (aka, low blood count). You know the kind of description ppl give? How you would stand up and the whole room seemingly spins about you? Yeah, that's what I experienced. And I would have to close my eyes, take a couple of rapid deep breaths, and balance myself. I have low blood pressure, but have to resort to medication this month to stabilise it. Too stressed up. Haha...

I've been covering many events this month. One of the busiest in fact...in terms of events, that is. So far it's been almost 3 events a week; and these last few weeks running up to Dec, it's been their D&D, so yap, I've been having good food lately *yum* Not that I get to really enjoy the food, since half the time I was up and about taking those precious shots or doing interviews with guests. Last nite I returned home from one, and it was while I was waiting for my hair to dry that I decided to blog an entry. Alas...*Hmpt!* silly Blogger. Anyways, tomorrow nite is another event. Another dinner. *faint*

Some good news. Or maybe not...oh well, depends on how you look at it. I have joined my Church's Communications Ministry, as a writer! Covering events, conducting interviews, writing for their newsletter/magazine. The Comms Ministry has many sub ministries; events, publicity, photography, studio and...forgot what liao. So editorial is one of the sub-ministries.

It was interesting how it happened, normal as it sounds. Couple of weeks ago, Isabel was telling us how she was going to freelance for her church (as a designer...she gets paid, I don't), and I remember feeling envious about how she was already serving in many different areas, plus contributing in other ways. And I wondered when I would be serving too...and where of coz. Initially, I did think about going to the children's ministry (mabbe)...teaching sunday school or somehting...hahaha...In fact, I did even think about helping to do some writing. But at the end of it, I decided I should perhaps 'grow' first and see how things turn out before making any decision.

As it would turn out, I went for Corporate HOP earlier this month, and was introduced to one of the lay ministry staff who runs the Comms Ministry. Upon finding out that I was doing journalism/writing as a profession, she passed me her namecard and attempted to recruit me as a perm staff...hahaha! Mind you, my boss has been in the church for so ultra long that she knows almost everyone. Haha...Anyways, I met Shuk Yee on Sunday, and out of nowhere, she asked if I would be keen to join their team of writers (not perm). I agreed and here I am, apprehensive as I may be. I mean, I would be writing a whole new realm of articles...*ponders* But I did think about the fact that it may help boost my experience/improve myself.

Anyways, I did wonder if I made too hasty a decision liao. I mean, much as my 'gift'/'talent'/whatever may lie in writing, to write for the church also may get a little too overwhelming. As if I don't get enuff to write at work! And how about more deadlines to meet? *heart palpitates faster* Oh well...not nice to say no now rite...not that I would back out now lah. so we'll see how things go =) I do want things to work out of coz...I dun mind writing really. Well...just see how everything leads to then.

Hmm...can't remember much else of the stuff I had blogged about last nite. Silly Blogger.

Downright Angry!

Ultra stupid blogger...I typed a nice long entry, and all that happened was, the server simply turned up an error message and goodbye to my post. Good loh...*fuming mad*

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Reminisce...Yeah yeah, a sign that I'm getting old *roll eyes*

Been such a long while since I last posted something. Been a mad rush this Oct-Nov...and it aint over yet. The bonus this year had better be good man. Wahaha...*I mad liao*

Went for tuition just now, for a Sec 4 student. I teach him English, and he will be sitting for his English paper later today. Worry for him, coz English has never been his forte. Worse, he has a short attention span and short term memory. He's improved over the years, though a leopard never changes its spots. Oh well...I try my best and all I hope is he will try his best. I've been praying for him this couple of days, not just for the English paper of course. For the rest of his subjects too. Let's hope he gets some decent score for his O Levels.

Contrary to those who don't know and think it's good money, that's why I'm still giving tuition even though I've been out in the workforce for 2+ years...It isn't really the money. You see, I've been teaching this guy and his bro for some 5 yrs liao. Five yrs! That's to say, I've practically seen him grow up.

I began teaching his younger bro first. That kid was in Pri 2, sported super short spiky hair, was painfully shy and only stood up to my waist. Now, he's this super chatty fellow, taller than me by half a head, and in Sec 1. The elder boy - he was in Pri 5 when I taught him, and now he's in Sec 4 taking his O Levels (I teach them both English only). I saw their mom got pregnant with the third child, through those nine months, and gave birth to a daughter. I saw her grow from a wailing babe to a toddler to the adolescent that she is today. She's 4 or 5 this year, attending kindergarten...She's a smart kid and yaks away. Saw them change maids, was there when they talked about moving and now they will b moving at the end of the year into their new house. I even accompanied them on some of their house-scouting trips! Needless to say, I'm close to their family. Both parents has always treated me really well. They drive me home during week nights when I go for class! And going to their house to give tuition is like going feasting...they shower me with food and all, like a real guest. In reality, they treat me so much better. I first took on the assignment coz I wanted to earn some cash to supplement my uni expenses, but that explains why I want to go on teaching the 2 boys even though I don't need the money after graduation.

Hmm...Don't know why I started rambling on about them. I guess somehow, this being the last time I would teach the elder boy has somewhat made me a little nostalgic. Not that I won't be seeing them anymore or what; I guess I would still continue to teach the younger boy, but somehow it's just not the same., knowing that I will not be teaching the elder boy anymore. Sigh. Sniff.

Alrite, just a short note to remind myself of the things I want to blog about...when I have the time. Been such a long while since I updated the going-ons, much as I bore ppl out I guess. Ha...too bad! It's my blog! Hee...

- Hen's Nite

- Wedding (morning & nite happenings)

- MacRitchie (?)

p/s: actually, I've realised that making such notes doesn't really help. Sometimes I don't bother to blog about them anyway if the time lapsed too much in between. Oh well...