Today marks the first day of my misery...I feel so alone...and sad...and everything. The bf is away this week. For someone who's used to having him around, other than during working hours, it certainly is a very painful case of separation. Not to mention, the last 2 weeks were spent holidaying (almost) together...1 week of HK together, followed by another 3.5days of half work-relaxation in KL. It's back to work tomorrow for me, while he's gone on to Taiwan for work. I absolutely hate it when he has to travel overseas without me. He's going to have to promise me that he'll earn lotsa moolah in future, so that I can travel with him. Hmpt.
Basically, I'm just dreading and loathing everything that is to come (apart from Friday that is, when the bf comes back). I'm getting a case of the blues, which goes by a variety of names, such as mood swings, depression, PMS (although biologically it really isn't so)...whatever you call it. And it doesn't help that I'm returning to work tomorrow, after an almost 2-week break. To add shavings to the ice, it most certainly doesn't help too that I'm going back to a work that I don't enjoy nor look forward to.
So here I am, trying to make things better. Key word is try, which obviously, I'm sceptical about working of course. Counting down to Fri is tough...considering today is Sunday, only the first day he's away. Kaoz. Sorry, that expletive just had to be done. I've sort of thought of some things to do to occupy myself in the meantime. Some, looooooong overdue. Ahem. Of course, whether I'll get down to them remains to be seen...becoz admittedly, I'm the master of all procrastinators.
Checklist:
1. Re-arrange my wardrobe
Following my mediocre success at expanding my wardrobe during my holiday sprees, the conquests must be squeezed into the 2 cupboards I have. Ahem. Failing which, I need to, in the very least, re-pack a portion of the wardrobe to make way for the additions. I don't want to even forget I own a certain piece of blouse of skirt. Which erm...has happened couple of times already. I guess some pieces of clothing just have the means of disappearing into obscurity. Tsk tsk.
2. Photoshop my photographs
61 unedited albums to date, some dating as far back as 2007. Need I say more? *sheepish* I owe lotsa ppl photos!
3. Tidy up my room (small scale)
It's turning from a chicken coop, to a pig sty. From the table to the floor, my rubbish are just utterly pilling up in almost every inch of available space in my room! It's makin my already-small room, mini-size! I don't wanna wait till I have to tip-toe around or worse, sleep on top of things! Small scale because this task only involve packing things into the cupboard. This mammoth task will probably take up the bulk of my available time already. Disclaimer: does not include clearing old/unwanted rubbish FROM the cupboards/shelves/drawers/etc. Trust me, I would love to be able to do a large/full scale spring cleaning of my room.
4. Go through the pile of Recruits
...which my mom has painstakingly collected for me...and are collecting dust underneath my table (what did I say about untidyness?). All I can say is, I hope the search can be fruitful. If & when I get down to it. Some of the ads have expired by now, I'm pretty sure of that.
Erh..so far these are what I can come up with. For obvious reason of urgency. Will add to them when I can or need to come up with more. Bcoz as it is, it's already 845pm Sunday, and I'm still blogging and playing FB...and I would need to go shower and zz soon. Not that I want to, but well, work demands I sleep early *shrugs*
Just an afterthought: can't believe the 2 weeks of hols just swung by. 2 Sundays ago, I was looking forward to HK; last sunday, I had just come back from HK, but looking forward to KL. Now...I'm just dreading the LP-ing at work this week and next. I had already known I would have a hard time after all the fun has gone..but it's always hard to face up to reality, especially when it's staring at you right in the face, aint it? *Extreme loathing* Kaoz.
