duh...

Decision-making forms part and parcel of our lives, whether big or small ones. And these decisions are the ones that affect us, whether directly or indirectly. Goes without saying I've changed my life with some of the decisions that I made. At some point in my life, realisation had hit me that I've altered my course with some of the decisions I made. That's when the what ifs and what if nots surfaced. Basically all other aspects of my life are rather ok...some rather wrong decisions had led me a little haywired. But really, the one messed up part is my love life. Upon looking back now, I sort of reflected on the number of wrongs I've committed, and the if-only-I-have-done-it stuff. And the whys...And the if-only-I-didn'ts. The hit-and-missed. Those I didn't even give a second thought then (but now realised that I should have). Those that I've treaded wrongly. Guess all these amount to why I'm paying through my nose now. Oh Gawd...why am I talking about these now... -.-"