Why?

Life really makes fun of people.

They say the "what ifs" are designed to make you learn to appreciate what you have, and those around you. Or that we are supposed to learn our lesson, not to "repeat" the same mistake the second time round...or third or fourth time.

But it's easier said than done. How many of us don't know the must-dos or what to avoid? Point is, how many of us do it? The really clear-headed, maybe. And even then, there must be the times when they fumble and fall, don't they? Man is not infallible.

So explain to me...why don't I meet him first before her? She is better for him? The endless possibilities have been racing through my mind ever since he said those words. I just pretended not to know what he was driving at. I was afraid. I don't want to do the wrong thing. And I'm trying my best to rein my emotions in...but I'm worried about when I would succumb. Please no. I don't want to lose the friendship in case anything goes wrong. I know he doesn't want things to end up wrong too.

So I guess we shall continue to goof and act nonchalent...unless the circumstance begs to differ.

No, things are NOT alright.