omg..it's april already..just like that, four months of a "brand new" year have flashed by. I'm going to have my exams soon. As I've been telling everyone, this sem is a goner. I've not done any readngs...and I've only applied for 4-days leave (was 5, but had to go bck that one day coz I'm supposed to be on training that day...it's "compulsory" *roll eyes*) I don't think I can accomplish much in that four days rite? now I wish I had applied for more. You may be wondering what the problem is...just apply now loh...well mister n missy, it's not as easy as that..especially when we have a roster to adhere to, and as it is, we'r getting really shorthanded.
Sigh.
I'm getting scared..last thing I want is an F grade or something..I would hate to think I'd get an ugly but pass grade displayed on my transcript, but now I think I would appreciate the "ugly" grade anyday than an F grade.
As it is, I'm supposed to be on leave today, rushing out a term paper that's due on Monday. I've not done anything (That's not surprising anymore isn't it?)...absolutely nothing..no readings, no research. All I have is a hastily put together proposal which was handed in couple of weeks ago. My lecturer replied with some comments, sayign that my reading list is not concrete enough. I know that too! But I just can't seem to find anything substantial on the topic! God I hate this.
After I came home yesterday (thursday), I was so tired (as usual), so I thought, ok, I'll go get some zz then mabbe wake up and get started. THEN, I woke up and surfed net, watched tv and thought...hmm, nvm, I'll get started tomoro...afterall, with enough rest and zz, I can wake fresh and bright and get started. As it is, it's friday, I woke up 11am (which is almost close to the time I would have knocked off from work anyway) and comforted myself: I know it's late, but hey, I would have come home tired and wanting to zz if I had gone to work today! Now, I can concentrate and get started. Once again, I procrastinated and lazed and surfed net. FINALLY, I opened my word application, took out some notes.
I know...I should have known better than to trust myself.
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