I look back where I was a year ago, and I look at where I am now.
I've made new friends, made firmer friends of the old, dropped the useless (though they seemed to keep coming back to haunt me)...and tried looking for more.
Last year this time, I was barely out of a rut hole, a deterimental relationship...trying to cope with myself and learning to stand on my own after having someone to lean on for so long. Of coz, time and again I've said that getting out of this relationship was the best thing ever I've done for myself so far (and I still stand by what I said), it certainly was no walk in the park. The heartaches continued to come; the harsh, the mental "abuse"...all best forgotten. So don't ask anything.
Last year this time, I had just completed a year on the job; learnt plentiful of things. The learning process wasn't easy; there were the cheers when things went smoothly, there were the glum faces when something crumbles. But I learnt something from every one. Right now, I've gained skills, I've gained knowledge. But of coz, I've picked up undesirable habits and what-have-yous.
Last year this time, my life was a little messed-up. Seemingly direction-less, not sure where to head. Not that I now know where to head, but at least things seemed like they will fall into place soon enuff. Generally, I'm happier now; so yes, that's a good sign too *pat on the back*. I learn how to appreciate people more, how to watch my mean tongue, how to be grateful for the things I have, for my family, my friends, etc.
Of coz, some things never did change -.-''. I'm still as poor, for one. Donations, any kind souls?
Oh yes, last year this time....I was on holiday overseas! *sob*
Yeah, so why am I doing a "review" of last year vs this year? No it's not the end of year as yet. Oh well...when it's the end of one and the coming of a new one, people tend to look back to recall what they were doing then and now. Yah yah, it's not Dec nor Jan yet. I mean the end of a year, the end of an age I would not be coming back to...and the entering of a new one. *Blah* Yah, we'r approaching a unique day now...*anticipation*
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7 July - a date holding my fav number. And there's a story behind it...my story.
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