After a long good two years, it all finally ended on Thursday (30 Apr). Ok, maybe not exactly long...but well, long enough to make the journey feel arduous and painful. So much so that before my last paper, I got so sick of the whole thing, I felt like I couldn't take it anymore. I just wanted it to be over and done with. But well, now that it's all over, I'm like.... yeah, just "......." Haa.
Well I'm referring to my "higher education", which has officially ended. Well Almost. I hope I pass that is. Please be merciful, lecturers. I don't wanna grad without my friends. Yeah, I can't wait for convo to come, so that I can take a huge ass number of photos with all my friends! Us in gowns, scrolls in hands *dreamy + faraway look*
Ok results will be out end-May. I THINK the lecturers wouldn't be so unkind as to fail us, know what I mean? But I hope they'll grad us kindly too. So that my CGPA won't be too bad. I'm hoping (against hope maybe) that I'll score at least a B or better for these last 3 modules! *cross fingers + pray v hard* :( Actually...I know I won't do well this semester. Somehow, I'm not confident about any, at all. You know how sometimes you have this gut feeling when you step out of the exam hall, that no matter what, your answers / results will turn out fine? Well I have none of that. And I'm worried. Haiz. I didn't come this far maintaining a decent CGPA, only to have it tarnished and going down the drain just like that, in this last semester! Gawd.
I think I'm just gonna be sitting on pins and needles for this month, and once results are released, whined and be upset till I go for convo, then regret every now and then for the rest of my life for not putting in my best effort in this last semester -.-''
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