Whatever.

Had another tiff with the bf. Yes, key word here is "another". And I can't sleep now...while he's blissfully snoring away in the other room. Oblivious to my not-being-there. Whatever.

It's like, lately, he comes home stressed and tired from a day's work. And grouchy. And when he talks to me, that tone comes along as well. He gets impatient talking to me. He asks me non-sensical questions, pressing for answers that he's already formed in his mind...just waiting to trap me with them. Then he comes back to me and say I "think too much". Then he storms off, and leaves me there alone. U have ur stress, but so do I.

That egoistic streak in you is so apparent at times, so blatant. U can just tell me things like "coz I'm the guy" - as if that gives u the right to do certain things, and get away with it. How about this, Mr I'm-the-guy-I-say-so; "I'm the girl..so why don't u give in to me then? Guys are always the ones to coax their girls when they get upset, try to make them happy and smile again...so what about you??" But nooooo...U say u don't see the need to do so. You win then. Literally. U set the rules huh? So at times, u are the guy, u get away with certain things. Other times, "it's not always the guy who has to start things rolling". So that means U always have the upper hand isn't it? When things benefit you, "u're the man". When things swing away from you, well, "not always the guy who does it".

Please understand this. U take it wholesale, or none. Assuming an identity, whatever identity it may be, bf, son, boss, etc...u take the pros and cons. U don't get to choose the good and leave the bad. If you are not willing to, then u may want to re-consider where you are standing, and what issit that u want (or don't, for that matter).