Thursday, June 23, 2005

ME against the MUSIC

Hmm...Now I'm in the final stages of preparations. My bags and luggages are 95% packed. Right now I'm preparing my mp3 for the "long-haul" flight..ha! To entertain me of course *grin* Downloading more songs and creating a playlists specially for my travelling mood. I have some 30GB in my mp3, of which I've only used 1/4 of the space only *sigh*

Music is a big part of my life. Be it when I'm happy, or sad, or even travelling, I like to listen and express my mood through songs sometimes (not always though). Especially when I'm upset, frustrated or are in one of those negative moods. I would listen to sad songs to make me feel sad, then cry my heart out to feel better. Or I'd listen to happy songs or songs I love to make myself smile. Or listen to fast tracks to make myself hyped up when I'm already feeling excited. Yeah! I'm sure alot of peeps out there are music buffs too rite?

I have this particular habit which can get a little wierd..but oh well, I've been like this for the longest time I can remember so...ha!

Somehow it was like as if I would associate a song to every memorable situation that I have been in. For instance, if something sad happened around a time when I listened to a particular song, it would be as if my mind has "assigned" that song to that incident. Hence, it's as if like I have a mini collection of songs in my mind; and whenever I play a particular song, it was as if a movie is being played. That "movie" of course, is the incident that happened to me (be it unpleasant or otherwise).

Especially "memorable" for those upsetting incidences, such as a breakup...or the happy times I've had during a particular period of my life eg. JC life. Interesting huh? I wonder how any persons out there have such a wierd habit like mine? So far, I've asked the people around me and no, their answer is negative...am I the ONLY wierd one?

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