Slacked the whole of Saturday away, and before I knew it, it's Monday again! Sigh..well, not exactly slack..I brought some work home to do and I stayed up till 5am to finish one part of it, so technically, I have a legitimate reason to wake up late *hehe* Anyway, after rise and shine at 12 in the early noon, I was kept busy by tidying the numerous cupboards and cabinets in my room. The result is indeed satisfying! *grin*
You see, I have one of those long type of table, where some of my books and novels sits on, and where my laptop is too. However, with the tons of uncleared stuff I had collected, I barely have space to rest my arm on, much lest an area to write. I realised that I seriously needed to clear out a portion of my desk so that I would have space to write and do my work on. My bedroom and especially my desk area is where I spend a large part of my time at, be it doing work on the computer, doing some reading or writing some stuff. Anyways, six hours of clearing and packing yielded the much-needed results, and voila! I cleared away the accumulated stuff and a space as well. *Phew* Looking forward to making use of the space soon. Mabbe one of these days I shall post a picture of my room and the said-desk area..*laugh*
It's a hectic day as usual today, and I'm swarmed as usual. Had to lunch in today with my other colleagues. I'm not really complaining though, coz Singapore's weather in the afternoon is murder. Actually, I'd rather be busy and swarmed with work than to have to find work to do..*haha* of coz, once in a while, I hope for a breather, and just take things slow.
Alrite, lunch is back...need to makan and then get back to work.
Oh, have the sudden whim to put some thoughts down(doesn't matter if I sound incoherent):
Don't wanna try so hard anymore. The more I try, the more elusive it becomes. I take a step forward, and you either take two steps back, or you show nonchalence...or disappear altogether. I get tired, I pause or even start retreating, and there you come now, trying to draw me out again. Yes, there's nothing, but it certainly feels hard to even be friends. Mind games? Well, I'm not playing anymore. I feel hurt...really I do.
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