Tired

How many times have we watched some movies and imagine ourselves in that particular situation? I'm sure all of us have, at some point. Whether it is some action-packed thriller, or some horror flick. I certainly have.

I watch horror movies and can almost feel the fear of the actors/actresses, as if it was real, as if it was happening to me. The sentimental me watches romance films, and imagines the uncertainty of loving someone yet not knowing if he reciprocrates. Yeah...me just finished watching this film and it was really heartbreaking for the guy to watch the girl he likes, like everyone else but him...the pain of loving someone but knowing that he/she not loving you back. Why are things so complicated? Why can't a simple equation solve everything? Does a higher being enjoy seeing human beings confused or complicating things? Or are we the ones doing so ourselves?

I just read someone's blog. He has a a great job, a pretty gf. Going for flings is the norm for him, and recently, he got engaged to his gf. His gf had alot of flings herself too, but she settled down when she decided that he was the one she wanted to grow old with. Sadly...he seemed to be having second thoughts about her now. I dunno...I just felt so....sad. I am an avid reader of his blog, and I just felt a deep sense of loss upon foreseeing that he's gonna dump her...after all that she has given up and done for him. We humans just love complicating matters.

It was thought that the people we know at different stages of our life are just passerbys, passengers on your train. Some get up, some get off. New ones board, old ones alight. Then what? You say goodbye to those who alight, never to see them again.

Guess I'm tired...not sure what I'm blabbering about also. Till then.