Yes it's that time of the month again...And no, I don't mean PMS or whatever biological things that turns up in your mind. What I'm referring to is the cyclical patterns at work, and now is the "upturn". Peaking soon.
Deadlines = Dead-ends. All fall on the same deadline, and the deadline is crap ...You tell me, how? I don't even want to bother using proper English now. *snarls and bares my teeth*
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Series of smses between me & ex:
Him: "Ask u sumthg, if im already financially stable, do i still stand another chance?"
~ 18 Nov, 1750hrs
Me: "I'm sorry, I don't have any feelings for you anymore. It's not about the financial aspect now. I've closed that chapter in my life, and I've moved on. You should too. Besides, you have a gf now. You should devote your heart and love to her instead of dwelling on the past."
Him: "The relatnshp wf her is almost like a virtual 1. No pt continuing since shes not the 1 i reali love. my heart is not wf her."
Me: "You should treasure her and the relationship. It wasn't easy to come by and she had stood by you when you needed her. I belong to your past, and with all due consideration, you are not in my present and you will not be in my future. You should learn to let go."
Him: "nvm, if u hv any feelings again, my heart will always be open 4 u, anytime, k?"
~ 24 Nov, 2240hrs
Me: *No reply*
"Can we meet on friday nite 4 a dinner or something?"
~ 28 Nov, 2150hrs
Me: *No reply*
And the one sms that really freaked me out now --
"Since friday, i wuz ard ur office after I knock off, everyday without fail. juz wanted 2 juz c u so much coz I reali miss ur looks so much but neva fated 2 c u...but not 2 worry, I wun b those stalker or watsoever. i juz wanna take a gd look at u, dats all. even if we dun meet or acknowledge each other."
~ 29 Nov, 2315hrs
Omg...Never ever have I led him on or anything. My heart went cold that instance. But after I've calmed down a little, I think he doesn't mean much harm...So I shall put it out of my mind. Yah. Hey, what was I to do? Call the police? No, I think it doesn't warrant that as yet. For awhile, I actually comtemplated lying that I've changed my job and no longer work where I was. But it got me worried...there would then be no stopping him coming over to my place rite? *Shudders* Besides, what if he found out the truth, that I had lied to him? So, I shall just ignore the sms. Perhaps I'll just bluff him that I'm attached now if he insists on being pushy.
My gawd...life sux, doesn't it?
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